After years and months of waiting, I guess I deserve to have a break.. It’s time to let it go now. Time to stop waiting and holding onto it. Why should I stay? What brings me here at the first place? I should have known that there are things that are not bound to stay with you forever. ” People in our life really come and go.” It’s my fault. No one told me to wait. But it’s just that, I think it was the right thing to do. Since we were building dreams before. We shared each other’s stories. We texted and called like almost every time of the day. The promise of staying were broken. We need to be apart. Because we need to grow as an individual. I never said a word. Even though it wold kill me if we were separated. I never open my feelings and thoughts about this. Because I know, I am the Black Decision. If I said anything, it will be considered. And I don’t want that. I never want someone to stay with me because he/she considers my feelings. The promise of keeping in touch did not last long. We lost contact, up until now. I gave my all to give time and understand. But it’s been years and months of waiting. I guess I deserve to end this.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
My Best Friend:)
A silent, shy girl
That’s how I remember she was.
She wouldn’t speak,
Even a bit.
Days have passed,
She changed with a must.
All shouts and cheers,
Her aloofness disappears.
We wasily get into each other.
We laugh until forever.
Though sometimes were blue,
We always still find a clue.
She’s knonw as the heart breaker.
Also a neck craker.
She’s a good friend, that you can count on.
Always their to lean on.
Strong and intense she may seem.
But I know, she’s a light nearly to dim.
All her sadness, sorrows and tears.
Were covered by her laughters, yells and cheers.
She’s always misundertood,
By someone who always conclude.
But always, she turns out to be the best.
Outstanding among the rest.
Acquaintance vs. Friend
There is a difference between being an acquaintance and being a friend. An acquaintance is someone whose name you know, who you see every now and then, who you probably have something in common with and who you feel comfortable around.
It’s a person that you can invite to your home and share things with. But they are people who you don’t share your life with, whose actions sometimes you don’t understand because you don’t know enough about them.
On the other hand, a friend is someone you love. Not that you are “in love” with them, but you care about them and you think about them when they are not there. The people you are reminded of when you see something they might like, and you know this because you know them so well. They are the people whose pictures you have and whose faces are in your head regardless.
Friends are the people you feel safe around because you know they care about you. They call just to see how you are doing, because a friend doesn’t need an excuse. They tell you the truth, the first time, and you do the same. You know that if you have a problem, they are there to listen.
Friends are the people who won’t laugh at you or hurt you, and if they do hurt you they try hard to make it up to you. They are the people you love, regardless of whether you realize it.
Friends are the people you cried with when you got rejected from colleges and during the last song at the prom and at graduation. They are the people that when you hug them, you don’t think about how long to hug and who’s going to be the first one to let go.
Maybe they are the people that hold the rings at your wedding, or maybe they are the people who give you away at your wedding, or maybe they are the people you marry. Maybe they are the people who cry at your wedding because they are happy or because they are proud.
They are the people who stop you from making mistakes and help you when you do. They are are the people whose hand you can hold, or you can hug or give them a kiss and not have it be awkward because they understand the things you do and they love you for them.
They stick with you and stand by you. They hold your hand. They watch you live and you watch them live and you learn from them. Your life is not the same without them.
A heart warming story
TearsFor cutting the grass: $5.00
For cleaning up my room this week: $1.00
For going to the store for you: $.50
Baby-sitting my kid brother while you went shopping: $.25
Taking out the garbage: $1.00
For getting a good report card: $5.00
For cleaning up and raking the yard: $2.00
Total owed: $14.75
Well, his mother looked at him standing there, and the boy could see the memories flashing through her mind. She picked up the pen, turned over the paper he’d written on, and this is what she wrote:
For the nine months I carried you while you were growing inside me: No Charge.
For all the nights that I’ve sat up with you, doctored and prayed for you: No Charge.
For all the trying times, and all the tears that you’ve caused through the years: No Charge.
Paid In FullFor all the nights filled with dread, and for the worries I knew were ahead: No Charge.
For the toys, food, clothes, and even wiping your nose: No Charge.
When you add it up, the cost of my love is: No Charge.
When the boy finished reading what his mother had written, there were big tears in his eyes, and he looked straight up at his mother and said, “Mom, I sure do love you.”
And then he took the pen and in great big letters he wrote: “PAID IN FULL”
–indeed a heart warming story..
Friday, July 9, 2010
Happiness:)
- getting to a class late and realizing that the professor isn't there yet.
- lying on the grass and staring at the sky with the one you love.
- a perfectly delivered punchline.
- a heartfelt laughters.
- waking up early in the morning and finding out that school has been cancelled.
- passing on a test you were sure you're going to fail.
- watching the sunrise and sunset.
- singing in the shower.
- meeting someone you like.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
His every WHYs:)
Saturday, July 3, 2010
My One and Only:)
